31.5.11

BUDDY FOREVER <3

19.5.11

True also.. haha :D

你等过一个人的短信吗?

发出去以后,等待回信,慢一点就重发,或者以为欠费了没电了,如果都正常,就再发一条“收到了吗”,或者打电话响两声作为提醒。等到回信了,就开始 字斟句酌的回复,不可以太冷淡,不可以太积极,有点小可爱,有点小智慧,最后要用问句结尾,对方才好回复,之后发送,检查是否“已发送”,然后是新一轮的 等待。

时间长了,有了固定的时间,就开始在固定的时间段等待,哪天晚了就会再度猜测手机是不是欠费了,是不是没有信号了,直到短信姗姗来迟。

有一天,对方忘记发信息了,明明很着急,还要硬撑着不主动发送,就那么死等着,一边等一边一个人生闷气,发脾气,关掉手机,然后才几分钟又赶快 开机,继续等着,继续小声骂,继续生闷气,继续关手机,继续赶快再打开,直到对方短短几个字“刚才正忙呢,抱歉”,然后怒气全消,还要故作云淡风轻的写 “呃,没事,我也刚忙呢”,很没志气,是谁刚发誓再不回信息来着?

再有一天,对方真是忘记了,就气愤之极的去睡觉,躺床上还要恶狠狠的翻看以前的短信息,想要删除所有的,结果看完一遍一条也舍不得删掉,有时候气急了,就干脆删了对方的电话号码——有什么用呢?那些数字已经烂熟于心。

再再有一天,你们客气了,冷淡了,对方远走他乡了,两人相隔一方了,短信息也逐渐稀稀拉拉起来,你也从最初的怅然若失到逐渐适应,时间和距离真是很可怕的东西。

再再再有一天,你开始一条条删掉以前的信息,精挑细选的删,百里挑一的删,可是删了又有什么用呢?那里的哪一个字,不是深深刻在你心里?

再再再再有一天,你干脆把手机弄丢了,于是干干脆脆的丢了干净,想一切总算要从头开始了。
然而在去买新手机的路上,你听到旁边的男孩子对小女生说“如果哪一天我不给你发信息了你睡的着吗”,小女孩哈哈说“怎么睡不着,我可以看以前的啊。”“那手机丢呢?”“那也无所谓,我都记在心里啊。”旁边的你,是否也轻轻的重复了同样的话。

如果不是深爱,就不要说爱,那些没用的话都是借口。爱时何时何地都有时间,都方便,都情绪高涨。淡了,倦了,然后便开始没时间,开始百无聊赖。 最美的爱情,永远盛放在开始之前,回忆之后。如果“在乎”,就请放下那些所谓的没用的自尊。放不下,就不是真爱。有些人,离暧昧很近,离爱情很远。

不知道越来越方便省时的联系,是不是也让爱情变得难以把握其间的距离,总会到最后,回复短信,都只是一种敷衍。或者是一方焦心的等待,开心或失 落,都被一条小小的短信掌控着,明明心存怀疑,却又要苦心的安慰自己,伴着无可奈何的疲惫感,分手只能是最好的选择。伤心人,一大把。

当眼泪忍不住要流出来的时候,睁大眼睛,千万别眨眼,你会看到世界由清晰到模糊的全过程。
失去的,得到的,最后,都是我们错过的。

回来的,离开的,最后,都是我们放弃的。

18.5.11

关与你们的事,你们的故事,你们的一点一滴..
我都想知道,我都有兴趣,我都不想错过,我想当你们的聆听者..
只是我害怕我安慰不了你们..
害怕我给不了安慰..
害怕我弄巧成拙..
对不起..

17.5.11

让我发一下脾气。。
让我发泄一下。。
让我任性一下。。
一下下就好。。
真的一下下就好。。
T.T

16.5.11

AM i that annoying???
Please tell me if i was..
THANKS!
HAIZZzzzz!!!!!

心情很复杂。。

14.5.11

14/05/2011
A day where a unforgettable memories occur.. Hanging out with my beloved friends and buddy to celebrate birthdays.. walk for few hours at centre point and warisan.. enjoy vedablu.. having kfc as lunch.. and also ice blended chocholate.. talking gossips at secret recipe.. took a big group photo at the palm square.. having stomach ache while shopping.. after that.. going add math tuition.. back home at night.. i was extremely tired.. thanks guys.. i enjoyed very much! :D

13.5.11

13/05/2011
Got 1 Ben Dan lie because of me at suria.. She saw my bro's fierce face so she lie for me.. haha.. Ben dan, not worth u lie because of me la.. btw, THANKS a lot.. :D

9.5.11

Had a lot FUNS just now.. I think i enjoying playing volleyball.. :D

7.5.11

I know the feelings i had now wasn't that feelings but don't know why i miss your good night.. where did you go? where is my good night? HEY!!!!!!!
If you saw i slept during exam, means that i have no confident for the exam,so i decide sleep during exam..

If you saw i didn't sleep during exam, means i have no enough time to do, i'm still struggling on it..

haha :D

1.5.11

30/4/2011 :D
Time past in a twinkle of an eye.. 2day was the last day of april..
i had add math tuition 2day for 7 hours.. my buddy had tapau kfc for me.. thanks! really thanks,buddy.. but i didnt eat.. i not deliberately want to waste your money.. sorry my stomach was full..